I work at an office with many hot asian ladies. this one really hot asian lady (28 years old) and i had to stay overtime alone, but her cubicle is far form me. she came over to ask for staples and i made small talk. i had some alcohol in my bag and asked if she wanted some b/c it would be a long night of paperwork and she might need it to rid her stress. she said ok and drank more than i expected.

she asked me to go to the lobby room which has a couch. i talked her into getting closer to me, then i rubbed her back and neck. she moaned like she liked it…so i went ahead and removed her clothing, felt on her perfect circular asian breasts and did my thing from there.

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=( she was my best friend, I wanted to hang out with her more than the guys. We were HS class couple, dated for 3 years and broke up last year. You cant deny the chemistry between us, so the few time we’ve seen eachother since parting ways has made it worse trying to move on. (she didnt want to change me, so her not wanting to be around the party scene [pot and alcohol], drove her farther away from me.) Realizing bad habits, Ive cleaned up and gotten back into College but still think about her a lot. She wants to be just friends for now and go from there, but I cant do it. As much as I enjoy the idea of being buddies I cant just be her friend, because in reality that’s a form of torture Im not willing to participate in. I’ve got the wrong mind set, its horrible. When I do meet girls at school/work my expectations arent met, because “that” girl made the standards so high to top.

I know a woman who has two kids that she neglects now and she claims she is pregnant (atleast 4 months) but won’t go to the doctor. She and her boyfriend broke up and she said she just doesn’t want to know. As if not going to the doctor isn’t enough, she continues to drink (alcohol)….atleast every other day (if not every day). I’m pregnant and I can’t stand seeing her neglect her children and the idea that she is already abusing this unborn baby bothers me. Is there some agency or something I can turn her in to for help with the unborn child. I believe she has been turned in for her two older children and is supposed to be getting help. In my opinion, she is an alcoholic and the alcohol and guilt of drinking while pregnant is what is keeping her from going to the doctor.
This woman is not my friend…I just know her through other people who know her. She makes me SICK!!!
This woman is not my friend…I just know her through other people who know her. She makes me SICK!!!

We were raised very strict. My dad was a Pentecostal preacher. Both he and my mom have died. This is the 1st year of not having one of my parents at the family gathering. I want to have a cooler full of pepsi, water, wine coolers and beer. I feel tremendous guilt for serving liquor at the get together. I never did it before out of respect for my parents. It was a religious belief not to drink. Why am I feeling guilty at 41 years old for having alcohol at my 4th of July party. Can someone tell me it is ok to drink now. I am an adult. I also plan to have fireworks
In order to understand this, you have to understand the religious faith I was raised in. If you have never known anyone in the Pentecostal faith, you cannot possibly understand where I am coming from . It is much to deep for you to understand.
Also, Oral Roberts is not even close to Pentecostal. He would be doing good to be a Baptist.

Mohammed Atta drank alcohol and went to a strip club on 9/10/01.

OR is that just a myth? Also, is there any truth to the claim women make the next day (and usually guilt-ridden) “I passed-out and I can’t remember anything” (considering it was just them drinking, with nothing added to the drink).

I am 26 years old and I am very unhappy. I feel like I don’t know up from down. I don’t have the life that I want and all I really want is to be more confident and live without pain.

My body aches and I am forever tired. I am moody and impatient. My sinuses make my head and face feel like painful lead weights that are about to explode and that’s every single day of my life. My back aches from god knows what because I never lift a thing and when I did work with my back it was the same. I am hard of hearing. I have almost no confidence in social settings and I am lonely. When I go out, I am speechless. Those that try to engage me are met with a smile and blank eyes for I have no idea what they are talking about even when my deaf ears manage to hear them, but I try to convey that I have no malice against them with a smile. As one can guess it doesn’t make for an enlightening conversation.

The only time when I am not awkward and anxious is when I’m so high on pills and alcohol that I can’t even remember what happened. I know that there is a great person within. I know it intuitively, but there is evidence as well. When I wake from the nights of partying that I can’t remember I have knew friends. Mostly women who want to go out with me but it’s always the same result. They think that I’m not having a good time if we go out or they think I’m immature along with what ever else I don’t know because I’m not a mind reader. I can only guess that the key to my social success lies buried beneath immense layers of inhibition.

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Currently in court room battle with DSS over my 4 kids. Daughter slow to gain weight and small for age. Pediatrician called DSS after several visits and tests ran and daughter showed no signs of any medical problems causing slow weight gain and what they called “failure to thrive” . (daughter was born at 4 lbs full term! Twin brother was almost 7 lbs) both deemed healthy and sent home with me and dad (husband). Me and husband been seperated for year. Both have seperate public defenders. My public defender doesn’t return calls and always out of office and impossible to get ahold of until seen in court. No money for personal attorney, so stuck with this guy! Advised by “pd’ to admit to guilt though I’m not, and daughter came from a loving home where she was loved and fed along with siblings. Did finally admit guilt although hubby hadn’t and still feel as though we both innocent. “PD’ advised this would speed up court and kids be returned in 6 months. Admitted neglect,now know bad choice!
DSS did set up visitations for every week, once a week. I have 3 in diapers and an older child that need to be with their parents. Because I was living with my parents at the time of all this mess, it is a good chance that the kids won’t be placed with them and taken out of foster care like we hoped. I have been a nervouss, sleepless wreck since court last week. I didn’t feel good at all pleading guilty for something I didn’t do. If it’s not too late (last week was the adjudication hearing) I want to retract my guilty plea if possible. I appreciate any further help with this mess!

Hardships pressing include Financial, Mother’s Health, guilt, loneliness, feeling worthless, overwhelmed, fatigued to the point of falling asleep, abusing alcohol, alone. Smart enough to see I need help, but don’t want meds, and cant find anyone to talk with. Questioning my strength in my faith…Owe the one person, Mom financially, and she is fighting everyday with copd just to live. Im horrified, scared and no one knows .

In a fit of passion and anger, I wrote an “intervention” letter to a close family member telling them I am sick of their alcohol and drug use, and that it is the cause of all their problems. I also insinuated that they might be mentally ill, not in a mean way, in a serious way (I truly believe this). This family member has been in and out of prison and had problems all his life. The issue: the night after I mailed the letter, I talked to the family member, and we cleared the air and everything, and he is going to seek treatment, attend church etc. Now I am dreading the moment he gets the letter, because some of it comes off as mean. I have been dealing with his addiction for a long time, and I finally just had to open the floodgates, but now i’m concerned he will feel isolated, guilt-ridden, or depressed due to the letter. What can I do? Should I ask him not to open it? Or is it good for him to have in writing my condition for our relationship (I told him I would no longer accept him drinking around me, etc). I just don’t want to kick him when he’s down! He’s been suicidal in the recent past! Help!!!!