My mind is racing right now…
I have a seasonal job working for one of the lessee companies at Six Flags and continuing my education at the community college. I’ve been working there for years, I go back in a week when the park opens, and I have another meeting this Tuesday at Human Resources building about changes made for this upcoming season. I’m one of their best employees and even got promoted last year. Yet, I keep having obsessive thoughts about getting fired from my job, even for no reason or that I’ll make a fool outta myself by accidentally doing stupid sh*t I wasn’t aware of and my boss will get pissed at me or that I’ll get a date and time wrong after confirming and writing it down. I have severe obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) and it has been acting over time on me and has gotten worse within the last six months. I take Melatonin at night to help me fall asleep. Tonight after a couple of deep breaths, my mind is still racing, so I thought about drinking something alcoholic, like mixing Vodka with soda, along with my Melatonin. Is this safe? mixing alcohol and Melatonin? Cause my head keeps racing and I want my thoughts to just shut the f**k up so that I can sleep, and make the weekend go by faster.

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