I’m 15 and for more than the past year I’ve been in the dumps. I don’t think I have depression cause I’m not suicidal, I just think I’m love sick. I always feel stressed out and my life sucks. My step dad is alcoholic- so its not like I can invite my friends to my house. And lately I haven’t liked my friends either. They all give people dirty looks and gossip right in front of the person they’re talking about. My friends are crappy hoes. The only person I trust with the secret about my step dad is the guy that lives in my biological dad’s state. We both like eachother. But obviously there’s an issue cause of the distance. We aren’t in a real relationship though, and even though I’ve tried to move on nothing happens. I’m not close to my mom or my sister. I dislike them both. My sister is a brat and because of my disfunctional family, I hear people screaming and fighting every single day.
Should I get drunk when no one’s around? My whole life I’ve vowed not to drink even when its legal, and be like my step dad. But now I don’t care and I just want to feel happy and relaxed.

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